Cardio Day

So, today I got a massage. (Don't freak out or get all jealous because it's totally a medical massage so I can keep working)  My masseuse always tells me that I can't lift weights for 12-24 hours after a massage because I can undo what he did.  Really, I don't want to go through all of the pain that he puts me through for nothing. 

Therefore, today was a cardio day.  Rebecca and I did 3 miles on the elliptical machine.  Thankfully we did about the same time.  She got done a little quicker than I did and I beat my time from yesterday.  It's amazing what happens when you don't knit on the machines. 

I can't wait to keep this up and to push myself a little further every day so I can lose the weight.  I have been trying to lose this weight for seven years.  There was one time I got close and that was when I lived in Illinois.  But, since then I have been in school and living the dream of eating pizza and drinking coke every day and gaining all of the weight I had lost plus some. 

Then, after all of that, I came home and started working on myself.  I lost about ten pounds, but then I started my big girl job where I have to drive a lot.  So I gained all that I had lost, plus another ten. 

I think this is why I am so angry about my weight, because it feels like no matter what I do I am still getting fatter!  It sucks so much to realize after all of the work you put in for months on end can all be undone in just a few short weeks.